bro what-

so i, stupidly, have my last ex unblocked on instagram still, i kept her unblocked after i broke up with her as a sign of respect and for anything important. ever since we broke up she has abused the fact i keep her unblocked. now, we dated for about 7 months, i wont get into the reasons i broke up with her because that feels like a kinda shitty thing to do, but i will say i almost tried committing before i ended it. BUT, after 3-4 months i finally got a fucking break. and then she reaches out for a conversation then gets pissed off when i didnt wanna have one. did i purposefully be a dick? yes, she made me suicidal again despite 2 mental hospitals, and ive made it abundantly clear that i dont wanna speak to her unless its an urgent matter. what constitutes an urgent matter? fuck if i know but it will be obvious once one DOES occur. i dont want to keep he runblocked, id be filled with an immense amount of joy if i could block her completely, but nooooooo. shes neighbors with my one good friend, and has managed to weasel her way into nearly all of my social circles. i have 2 friends that hate her more than i do but she would find a way. hell, even our school emails. she has the galk to try and invite me to doordash with her this weekend? excuse me, fuck no, idc if your dad is there too ge wants us back together more than you did because he liked me more than you. and to whoever has read this far, hiii!! ngl i have nth else to rant about because im tired, but ty for reading a dumb teenagers rant on the internet. how you found this? idek nor do i care, but have a good whatever time it is!