INTRO 2

 i remembered a few somethings and i dont feel like figuring out where to put the update in the other one, BUTTTTT, despite me being just abt 16 (i turn 16 in march :DDD) ive had abt 7(?) exes, 2 of which were guys (which are now, uh, 17-18 or above..), 1 of which was. nonbinary, and the last four were all girls. NOWNOW KEEP IN MIND, NEARLY ALL OF THEM EXCEPT THE LAST THREE WERE WHEN I USED DISCORD RELIGIOUSLY, IVE ONLY EVER HAD ONE PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIP. i met the one just before my last at a mental hospital so idk what thatd be, she lived like 30-45 mins from me. in order it goes 2 months, 5 months, and 7 months. ironically enough its also chronologically ordered. in every relationship i got used sexually in some manner, the last one was the worst for me since it ended up becoming physical. because of all the shit that happened  (not saying here cause its publiccccccc) its insanely hard for me to let partners in. and now for the less sad and vent-y part; i will always help those close to me, thats just me to a fault. i cant legally go to a friends house for that reason. ive gotten into fights because of it (please keep in mind i of all people shouldnt be fighting i can get paralyzed bc of my chiari malformation and im not exactly buff). i will always drop whatever im doing to help those close to me. i also love pokemon, specifically the games and only the XYZ series. i modded my 3ds just to be able to play the games. i also LOVE reading, my fav book series is the Crave series by Tracy Wolff. i read over 1,000 pages of it during winter break. BUTTT, thats it for now since im abt to be back at my hs and i gotta take a chemistry quiz :((

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