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 so i lowk forgot about this for a little bit, but heres a life update! so the nail that has been fucked up since i believe november has FINALLY fallen off. currently, im at camelback resort in the poconos, and i genuinely cant tell if i have a chance or not with that girl. shes so on and off, sometimes it seems like i do have a chance and sometimes it seems like she wants absolutely nothing to do with me. so im probably going to give up sometime soon. on top of that, in starting to like someone else (for like the second time, but we dated for a week and a half the summer to freshman year), ive known her since 6th grade and we only recently started talking again (not in a relationship way just talking again). this bitch i HATE with a burning passion was just brought off out of school suspension so i have to deal with this fish smelling no soul having loose cooch whore for the rest of the school year. this bitch is SO egotistical and self centered. shes the reason every bathroom has teachers infront of them (because she fucked a guy in the bathroom) and is part of the reason every bathroom is locked between classes (besides people smoking and vaping in the stalls). this whore was exchanging nudes on a SCHOOL GOOGLE DOC with a TAKEN man. BUT, update on b, the girl from either my last post or the one before. but her and that 23 (ALMOST 24) year old man are apparently doing well. theyre fucking in the back of his honda civic and hes skipping work as he makes just above poverty wages. and since her dumbass lost her computer and phone (no snapchat for herrrrr) she has to talk to this guy through school google docs and google meets. i was SUPPOSED to get my hair cut and dyed this last friday (Jan 30) at tech, but because of that fuckass snowstorm i didnt have tech at all this week. thats currently all i can think of since im already really tired (its only 11:40pm but i spent abt 6 hours in a waterpark so im reasonably exhausted), so goodnight! or goodmorning or good afternoon, whatever time it is for whoever (hi btw love ya thanks for reading my rants) is reading this

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